This is what you wanted…so I’m saying goodbye. This is it. This is everything we were or could be down the drain. I knew you couldn’t wait around forever. Patience has never been one of your strong features. Why do you think I wasn’t letting my heart get involved with you again? I knew you were going to walk away again and I wanted to be prepared this time. Sometimes I hate the person I’m turning into also and sometimes I hate you because you made me this way. You forced me to become strong and because of that I am numb, bitter, and reckless. No, I don’t blame you entirely, of course I have some control over my actions, but you make me hurt so bad to the point where I don’t care. And for me not to care, that says a lot. Because I cared…I care. But frankly, it doesn’t matter anymore because you’re done and so am I. I will never turn back again. I will do everything in my power to make sure you don’t set foot in my heart again.